Ryan 1st November 2020

Orite mum how are you how’s grand granny and the girls hope they’re all looking after you missing you so much still don’t want to believe your gone need to get used to it now don’t want to tho just wish you were still here with us I keep going to text you all the time open the text and realise you won’t text back just can’t believe it you were fine just don’t know what went wrong why you couldn’t have pulled through this time like the others time don’t know what was different a miss you so much it’s unreal a hate walking past the room and seeing your no there the room looks cold now when you were there it was warm and cosy just miss you so much a would do anything to get you back just need to keep telling ma self your okay now and no in any pain any more sounds crazy but didn’t believe in heave type of thing but a keep telling ma self there is a heaven so because if not it means that’s it type of thing going to miss you so much miss your texts and phones calls everything al never forget you tho ever promise and al always look after dad mind if you go visit dad pop up see me as well mum love you always darling always and forever we’ll see each other soon rest in peace ma wee darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx