Merry Christmas my beautiful darling wish you were here to see the kids open there stuff mum you would have loved to see ruby it’s her first year we’re she understands it we got her a big kitchen she loves it and loads of dolls she even has a car seat for her dolls loads of cloths she loves it we’ve got Christmas songs on and she’s dancing about the living room lol she’s crazy like takes after you darling well wee Ryan got what he wanted he got loads of toys he’s got three big nerf guns that a get shot with lol we run about the house with them shooting each other he got his Xbox he wanted a Xbox with you were here to see his face he loved it ruby got a tablet as well Ryan said good she can stop stealing mine lol they’re mad just wish you were here to see it all mum a really do a hate that your no here with us and miss everything it wasn’t your time mum a hate it a would do anything to get you back I love you so much your the best mum you done so well bringing us all up and making sure we had for Christmas and birthdays and everyday we’re proud of you mum you done amazing your such a brilliant person mum your the best and I love you hope yous are having a party and having a good Christmas mum with grandad nana and the girls and watching over us everything we do love you always darling so much never forget about you either will the kids they will know you like you were still here mum love you millions and millions always and forever your gone mum but you will never ever be forgotten darling xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx