Well my wee precious😘😘 it’s not getting any easier as the days are just floating by I think bout u every min of the day I talk bout u all the time but mum I’m struggling I really really can’t do this without you my heart is broken in can’t b fixed I’m trying in trying to pull it altogether for dad in kids but I just can’t I can’t imagine Xmas day as it’s just not right ur not here I just want u bk to look after u so u can see us all in cuddle us all I miss them so much in if there was ever a time I needed a hug u were there in I need you now mum u wud always tell me straight how it was in wot to do nxt but I can’t even hear ur voice again iv got videos but it’s not the same I hope u hear me talking to u everyday in plz mum if u hear me let me know ur there I’m not scared I went to the cemetery last wk got a bit pissed in upset they found me tho but whole time I was there there was a wee robin just fluttering about gave me bit of warmth whilst I was there knowing u were looking after me I love you with every beat my heart takes is for both of us missing u unreal amounts 🌹♥️🌹♥️🌹♥️