Hello my darling I miss you so much mum still hurting and waiting for you to text saying that’s us home soon when yous coming down it’s so cold in the house now without you be there a keep expecting you to put up from your bed or shouting me through a love you mum just still can’t believe your gone it hurts me so much like keep seeing you lying in your beautiful coffin so peacefully I wish a stayed up the hospital longer to be with your longer mum one of my biggest regrets leaving with nats we should have stayed longer dad is okay mum he’s getting there he misses you so much you can see it on his face he’s hurting so bad it’s so hard to watch him I keep trying to be strong for him but a break watching him hurting and realising your not in the house in person a love you so much mum you done your best please be proud you brought me up to me brilliant you were amazing as a mum a hate you no being here like a just want a massive cuddle your the best you done us proud you gave us your very last to make sure we were okay and had what ever we wanted you a hope you knew how much I love you and appreciate everything you’ve done for me and megs and the kids they love you so much mum Ryan misses you millions he’s asking about you so much and cry’s all the time he said to dad if he could revive you he would it would make his life happy Ruby knows who you are mum you ask her where’s nana and she goes up to your picture and talks to you and points to you when she grows up we will be telling her how much of a wonderful caring beautiful loving person her nana is and how much she would have loved to watch her grow It hurts me so much your no here to watch her grow up she growing up up fast and is so funny and smart she has your nature mum she’s so caring and loving but she also has your fierceness and crazyines just hurts me but you will be watching and looking down a hope and protecting the kids and seeing them grow I love you mum and will never stop loving you I’ll never stop thinking about you everyday thinking what you would be saying to me I’ll never ever forget you ever no matter what and al always be there for dad making sure he is okay and safe and looked after and nothing bad happens to him that’s a promise mum love you so much words cant describe it mum millions and millions you were a special woman with a massive heart I’m sorry for any wrong doings I ever done or all the times I hurt you and never come down if I could go back and change it I would am sorry love you millions and millions to the moon and back darling always will forever and ever and ever chick see you soon mum be waiting darling love you always mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 23rd of November 2020. It was relit on the 6th of October 2022 and will burn for 1 more minute.